How to kill one's inner voice
Sunday, January 20, 2008
Tuesday, January 15, 2008
I think the 'I' at the beginning of your name stands for i think you're absolutely fantastic. Yes,siree.
Sunday, January 13, 2008
Thursday, January 03, 2008
I only cried twice
this year
during
the holidays.
Once
was for a bookshelf
which I improperly put together
and needed to undo
and redo.
The other was for loving you.
I have you, I know, I have you
I just don't know where you went.
You're right here, I know, you're right here,
but I haven't seen you around for years.
You don't know this kind of fear
until it stares you in the face
as you're closing the door on it
mid-sentence
trying not to.
Knowing you shouldn't.
The second time I cried
during
the holidays,
I was afraid I would have to
undo
and redo
you.
this year
during
the holidays.
Once
was for a bookshelf
which I improperly put together
and needed to undo
and redo.
The other was for loving you.
I have you, I know, I have you
I just don't know where you went.
You're right here, I know, you're right here,
but I haven't seen you around for years.
You don't know this kind of fear
until it stares you in the face
as you're closing the door on it
mid-sentence
trying not to.
Knowing you shouldn't.
The second time I cried
during
the holidays,
I was afraid I would have to
undo
and redo
you.