It's like it only exists in my head.
Like yesterday was a flaw ignored,
Just so we can justify today.
How unreal are the false accusations we set.
But here we are in the games,
Playing against each other,
When all we ever did was play for each other.
This is what they call growing apart, not up.
I came this far, just to start over.
I'll tell you I am happy through my front,
But I can finally say it and mean it today.
I'm fixing up the future by trying to ignore the past,
It's the hardest thing I've ever done.
But you did it, so its not like I have a choice.
But the pictures, the hair ties and the watch, even the dreams will keep you alive.
I understand this like you do,
But I struggle because today is just too brand new.


For you, Thulasi.
Have strength.